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Some baby barbarella, with the stars as her umbrella... - Jamiroquai

Mood: Frustrated
Listening to: Matt Good - Everything is Automatic
Reading: The Taming of the Shrew
Watching: Run Lola Run

Standard Abnormality.
Standard Devation...that one is actually a math term.


kooky.

Keep your Eye on the Fruit.

Here We are again, no where to go, no one to turn to. - On My Own, Les Miserables

Mood: Frustrated
Listening to: Matt Good - Everything is Automatic
Reading: The Taming of the Shrew
Watching: Run Lola Run

I wonder if I'm destined to repeat the same mistakes, feel the same moods and continue on this everlasting hamster wheel of futility. Each day, I wake up and I repeat that which I have done for many years now. My days are like seconds, my sleep, seems like an eye-blink. I am here in time, but have I ever left this moment? I am here, wondering who I am now, but have I ever really known?

I am tired, and I feel that not only is there not alot to live for, there is not alot to die for either. Existance is a perpetual motion machine of questions and dissapointments.

Love is just an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
Then hurt me.
- Lover I don't have to love, Bright Eyes

Time rots away as humid fruit
Our unripe desires
Meet in bittersweet whispers
The vitriolic taste of our defeat
Mocks the flavor of our rapture closeness
The sugar that I greedily drank of us
Courses poison through my veins.

I'm so glad Christmas Break is on it's way. I'm barely hanging on to my A's and I need a break real bad.