I don't feel so good, but I'm just glad this whole week is over, the brief period of a complete lack of control is over and I can now begin to be responsible again. Well, as responsible as I'm capable of being.

I dream of a hallway, that stretches into the distance, beyond my sight. Open doors and windows slam shut all around me, their noise a cacophony of frightening bangs. As I continue forward, searching desperately for a way out, the only door left is marked " Defeat" and through its open frame, there is a world without you, too sad and too terrible to bear. In this cold and darkly lit tunnel of time, I see only a future of endings and despair.